IM THE ONLY "FAT" FRIEND

Jul 26, 2014

So I'm only in my first MTH of 6 before I can be approved for wls and if I had the money I would definitely do it sooner.  My   friends and I went to the park yesterday for a free concert and of course I'm the only big girl out of us all but they DNT treat me any different I beat myself up about it every time we are together and they always tell me no matter I still I have a pretty face and they love me we haven't even been friendsthat long maybe 3years and they support me SOOO much.. I haven't told any of them about having surgery but one and she is just as excited as I am.. When we're all together we like taking lots of pics but yesterday I just wasn't feeling it because I know I'm just so big but they managed to sneak some of me in anyway and put them on facebook I get so embarrassed because they are so much smaller than I am and if u go thru my pics u will notice how huge I am now :(  depressing..  I had a baby last year and I have gotten bigger than my pregnancy weight. And it's just stressing that I allowed myself to get this size.. I needed to vent and had no other place to do that so I came here maybe someone has been through this before 

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