OCTOBER 22ND IS MY BEGINNING OF A NEW LIFE!

Oct 21, 2014

I'm working hard to clear my desk so I can leave the office today.  I am being sleeved TOMORROW!  I'm so excited, I have a shot of being a "normal sized' person.  I don't know what that is like.  I'm a short person but heavy.  I haven't been under 200 lbs as an adult.  This is like a dream for me.  I've imagined in several thousand time over the past years.  I have a shot at cutting diabetes out of my life, ending the pain in my joints from walking or doing too much, I will be able to shop at a normal clothes store and not have to settle for the least ugly outfit I can find at the big lady stores.  I want to sit comfortably just about anymore without looking for the biggest and strongest seat there is.  Finally, I'm going to find out if I'm actually Pretty without the fat.  My mother would say that I was so pretty, too bad I was so fat!  Well, Mom I hope you're watching me from heaven, cause I'm going to change and not be the fattest girl in the room, anymore.  What's it going to be like not to be afraid someone is going to bring up my weight or insult me because I'm fat???  I want to know.  

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