Well I wake up this morning and get on the scale and it said 189!!! In my previous post you will remember me saying that 189 was the lowest weight I remember in my adult life. When I reached that point I had been starving myself and taking all kinds of things to get my weight down. It was very short lived. I remember wearing this dress that was a size 14 as well. I haven't tried on any size 14s but I'm quite sure I will get there shortly. It is truly a happy day for me. Do I want to lose more weight? Of course! Do I want to make it to 145 I'm really starting to think that I don't. I want to get small enough to have a little room for the bounce back weight that everyone talks about, but I'm not sure if I actually want to be that skinny. Plus I know they're going to have quite a bit of extra skin to take off of me. I really think 165 would be a great goal AND that would mean that I only have 24 more pounds to lose! I hope I can lose that and be at goal by my 1 year surgiversary. I think I'm starting to like my DS. Just by the way the scale has been moving for me I know that it will go back up and down 5 pounds before i see another loss, but I can deal with that. I am officially able to claim onderland. YAY ME!!!! Happy Mothers Day!!!