Saturday, March 7, 2009 on March 7, 2009 7:30 pm
OMG!!! I haven’t posted anything since January, are you freakin’ serious, and who does that shit?!!!! Okay, I apologize, but honestly, I am on the site every freakin’ day, SERIOUSLY!!! I love looking at pictures and reading the profiles. Okay, I apologize for not posting as often as I should, but my life is truly on auto pilot. Nothing changes, still the same game, gym, work, home. That’s the story of my life and I am sticking to it. My weight has pretty much stabilized at 175lbs. I am not happy with that number, but I am a realist and I realize that my body is comfortable with that. Now, on the other hand, I am not, but hey, it is what it is. I am a size 10, so somebody call Bo Derek, because I am taking her job.......LMAO. I did have my first appointment with the plastic surgeon last month. I am hoping to have a tummy tuck (although that is not the medical term) sometime in May. I am praying that our insurance covers it. That is about the only thing I want. I am pretty much satisfied with the remainder of my body; I can’t believe I just said that. I still have the head issues; I can’t seem to wrap my mind around the fact that I am no longer the fat chick!!! I still don’t see myself the way others see me, but hey, I was the big girl for 20 years, so that doesn’t just automatically go away. I do have one issue though. Can you say “WINE?” It is the freakin’ DEVIL!!!! I have tried giving it up, but just like any other addiction, it’s not that easy. I must admit, I don’t drink as much as I did before I had surgery, but I do drink my fair share. I look at it like this, hell, I have giving up all the bad food, so please let me have one vice. I am actually sippin’ on a glass right now, God bless my soul…LMAO! At any rate, nothing has changed. I continue to workout, I don’t think I will ever give that up; it is part of my life. I am now a size 10, although I really want to an 8, but hey, such is life. Work and home are good, even though we are in a SERIOUS recession right now. I don’t want to start on that, because I would be here all day. I still think this is the BEST thing I could have ever done for NICOLE. I am learning to love me just as I am. So, with that being said, as always, until next time, be safe, love yourself and keep smiling. Most of all keep LOSING!!!
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