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Friday, November 20, 2009

Well damn, I just fell completely off the map!  I am back though, so how about that.  I am just stopping in to say hello to my WONDERFULL Obesityhelp family.  I won’t make any excuses for my absence, so moving on.  I am back in school for the 100^th time, but you know what?  I am trying and nothing beats a failure but a try.  I tell you this though, its soooo much better this time around, huh….could it be the weight loss?  I think so.   I have 2 classes this semester and I have not taken the elevator at all.  I am up and down those stairs like nobody’s business.  Although I only get 4 good hours a sleep a night, my energy level is still at its peak.  I credit that to my workout.  I am still at the gym 5 days a week and sometimes I ride my bike on Sunday’s.  I am officially up to biking 30 miles, I really want to get to 40, but will hold off until next spring, it’s getting a little chilly in GA. 

I never made that appointment to see the head doctor, because I am still having issue with body image.  Honestly, does that ever go away?  I don’t think anyone I know is completely happy with what they see in the mirror once the clothes come off.  If only I could get an idea in “MY HEAD” about what size I am.  Hell, it’s going on year 3 and I still have no idea what size I am in comparison to other people.  I totally get the concept of size as it relates to clothes; I am a comfortable size 10 and would love to get into an 8, just to say I am a single digit….LOL.  Back to the subject; I have no freakin’ clue how I look to others.  I don’t know if they look at me and say, damn, she could lose some weight or if they say damn, please give that chic a burger.  Would someone please help me out? 

Other than that, I am feeling great.  My summer was fabulous and I think that fall and winter will be too.  The husband and children are doing fine.  Work is kicking my ass right now, but I am happy to be employed so I am not complaining only stating a fact.  I am looking forward to another Thanksgiving at home (Memphis) with family and friends.  Look for pictures to follow. 

 Trust me when I tell you, I am on this site EVERY freakin’ day.  It is great to see everyone doing their thing and loving life.  So, I don’t update every month like in the beginning, but you can be sure that I see you!  As always, until next time, be safe, love yourself and keep smiling. Most of all keep LOSING!!!