Now I am 9 months postop, ....I know not that long.....BUT....I really like my surgeon but compared to the other programs in the area I see (ie - St Barnabas)  I have not such a great aftercare program.   Now dont get me wrong, I love the staff at my surgeons office.  BUT!!! when I hear that other programs are offering so much more to their patients like yoga classes, I want to join.  BUT....this program wont even take my money to join a class or two....ITS ONLY for patients in their practice....that pisses me off....cant we all help each other....its not like their is a stampede of us flocking in.   Thanks for the rant

Finally after 2 days in the hospital and 7 days with my parents I am back home in my own bed :)
This is surely a drastic lifestyle change I have chosen and I have sensations in my body now that are
very different and sometimes I dont understand them but I am glad that I made the choice to do it.  Now onward with my journey.

I for 10 Days have done my preop all liquid diet without a hitch!  And last night my emotions took the better of me and I binged.  I am SOOO Pissed off at myself.  I am right back on the wagon.  But I do fear that my liver will grow now :(  ughhh damn eating disorder.

WELL!  Its exactly one week to the day of surgery!  Im nervous and excited in the same breath.  Today I meet my surgeon Dr. Schrope for the first time.  Before that I worked with all of her minyons,  who btw were all fantastic.  Well here goes!