ObesityHelp

so i have been gaining weight every week. my therapist refuses to write a reccomendation letter for my insurance so i cant get approved. fuck everything. i hate school, it is so hard to walk all around campus and its getting so much harder and expensive to buy more clothes. i hate being this way. i just want to be normal!
oh and i went to hooters with a bunch of my friends to celebrate my 18th bday and the waitresses were really nice but when they pulled me up to the front of the restaurant to say happy bday it was really embarasing cuz i could tell all the whistles from the guys were just them making fun of me. so now i am gonna retreat to my hermit ways and stay in all weekend.
oh and i have been going over this plan in my mind:drop out of school,  lose weight, move to nyc, become model, make lots of money. 

hate my life.