Hey guys...your gurl is back and feeling GREAT! It's nothing like taking a vacation and getting older all at the same time! Yes your girl just turned the big 3-0! Like I had to take time a get myself together! I felt fine all day yesterday it really didn’t bother me. I talked to God and I thanked him for allowing me to see 30 and thanked him for all the situations he brought me out of! I'm totally excited about being at a healthier weight next year!

Hey everyone just was stopping by to write a little bit. I was just thinking about Mary J Blige’s song "Work That." Just wanting to empower myself and others to work "THAT" whatever it maybe. No one knows what it is but you. You have to first love yourself before you can love others. No matter if you are 302lbs or 150lbs, if you don't love your self now how will you love yourself when you lose the weight? Work whatever God has blessed you with, whether it be physical or mental. Beauty is only skin deep, love you no matter! My sista remember that you are a QUEEN nothing less than that, demand respect and the best! A queen would... Check out the lyrics and empower yourself on a daily basis! Oh yeah my 3rd day donut free!

I'm not talking just about me, but referring to God! He is AWESOME! I just need to get something’s off my chest, whatever your dream is follow it, don’t allow anyone to stand in your way or their lack of support get you down. Whether it is friend, family member, spouse or foe. Stand tall and trust that God knows what's best for you. Everything that you go through is for a reason, it's for the STRONG. I ask myself how can I get stronger, you must go through situations in order to gain strength, to be an over comer. To know that if I made it through this, then I will make it through that. I know that God has something special in store for me, I believe in my heart that even when you fall and go astray that it doesn’t change God's plan for your life! All those blessings that are lined up are still in line and will come to pass once you line back up with his WILL! They are only hindered because of your disobedience! I know that God has a job for me to do and that I need to get in a place where I can do it. My desire to work with children only comes from the CALL that's over my life. I haven't been through situation just to say that I went through it or made it out of it. But to be of help to others! Hey VENTING does help! Oh yeah and this is my second day DONUT FREE!!!