Random thought today... I took my children to the park today. I sat in an area that I do not usually sit at. When the kids ran off to play I looked around at the landscape and noticed that I was right in the middle of a huge patch of clover. I know; it’s everywhere this time of year. What popped into my head was... We are always looking for that ever illusive four leaf clover that is "lucky" that we don't pay attention to the three leafed ones. They are far more abundant and represent "happiness". Yet, we are too busy looking for what will increase of wealth or other person gain to see all the happiness around us. I identify with the clover now as I did the rock yesterday. I need to quit spending so much time with nature. I am finding love (did I mention that I am lonely) in rocks and so-called weeds. I already named all of my children after trees and flowers. Oh, and I have a few layers of sunburn that needs to heal.
My daughter (Willow, 13) thinks that I should not put all this out there on the internet or people will think I am “weird“. I may be a bit eccentric, overly deep thinking, nerdy, wordy and somewhat opinionated. But I am kind and loving and motivated by purity. So I don’t care what those people would think of me, if they can’t get it. Oh and I have lost 20 lbs and am feeling a lot better. I cant wait to feel what another 100 will feel like.