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I dont feel the same ~ I never realized how much my life revolved around food and all my social activites. I cant hang out with my friends for long. Its like being on a diet that u cant cheat on. NO im not hungry but I still want ~taco bell, mcdonalds, choco., candy, CRAP.. it doesnt stop the cravings. I figured out I can eat till it hurts then i stop and wait throught (NO LESSON LEARNED) what is wrong with me? I am not going to be happy till I hurt myself.. all this pain and suffering for nothing? ITs like a drug addict do a program and run back to it once your done?? am I going to fail? I have nightmares over this whole thing and my depression is getting worse. I dont like people pointing out my weight loss... I dont like the attention. I thought i was ready I guess not..... WHAT HAVE I DONE?
