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Trying to pull myself out of the blah's
on February 8, 2009 8:07 pm
   Hi Everyone,thanks for stopping by. Here it is Feb.8 th,12 days to my two year wls anniversary. I am very disappointed in myself for not being at goal by now. I am affraid of what my surgen is going to say when I go back to see him. Don't get me wrong,I am happy with the weight I've lost. I am able to do so much more now,it amazes me. But I feel like a failure in so many ways at this point. Let me explain it better........ I have lost my job,laid off.....can't find a new one,everything is coming due. Finance company is threatning to reposes my car(my only transportation),my Husband has been fighting disability for three years now. And my weight is going up and down 5 to 10 pounds. I feel like I am going crazy,my moods are terrible,can't sleep,anxiety,stress. Feel as though I am going through peri-menapaus,but my PCP says that's not it. I am so sorry to be so sad right now,but these things are weighing very heavy on me right now. Please pray for me,God Bless. Thanks for reading.
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Hi Everyone,

     I don't exactly know where this will go now that I am using the new profile layout. But anyways,I received some great news this morning. I have finally gotten a Desition appointment with my Surgean. I have been on this journey since July of 2005. I've finished all of my pre-op testing and 6 month eval for insurance. So now comes the desition making part. Well I already know what I  want to do. I want to get this  show on the road. I'm ready for surgery. My appt. is Dec.5th at 3:15 pm. And then all of my tests and paperwork will be submitted for insurance approval. I am so ready for this. I have done really well on the pre-op diet,but have came to a plateau. I went from 365lbs. down to 300 lbs. PLease pray for me. God Bless and thanks for stopping by.