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  • Username: PerpetualFatty
  • Location: NY, USA
  • Member Since: 2/16/2012
  • BMI: 68.0
  • Hoping to have surgery
  • Surgery Type: DS (06/27/12)
  • Surgeon: William O'Malley, M.D.
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Describe your behavioral and emotional battle with weight control before learning about bariatric surgery.
My eating has always been bad. Food is how my mom showed love sometimes. She worked alot and wasn't home much. when she did come home she would bring me a "treat". It was a box of Little Debbie cakes and as early as 10 I can remember eating the whole box myself. I never really learned how to eat healthy and we never had family meals where we ate together. When I moved out on my own i was clueless, and quite honestly I would rather spend my money on beer and partying then healthy food. I started drinking really heavily and gaining weight in 11th grade. I went from 210lbs to 225 lbs my senior year. By 19 I was 250lbs, and at 20 I was 275. By 23 I was at 320 and maintained that weight during my pregnancy. A bad relationship and...
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Goals

Get plastic surgery to remove excess skin after reaching my goal weight.

41 People
 in progress, 
6 People
 achieved this

Fit comfortably in any booth in any restaurant

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119 People
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Weigh Under 300 pounds

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386 People
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Go out on a date

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9 People
 achieved this

To start living life instead of existing.

40 People
 in progress, 
10 People
 achieved this
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A.P.B. --- Missing KNEES and CHIN
posted on 3/23/12 9:24 pm

So I just took a few pictures of myself. Does anyone ever feel like the opposite of anorexic? Meaning, when I look at myself I don't see what everyone else sees. The pictures I took were horrible, I have no chin and concave knees. I want to cry because I look at that, what I know is got to be grotesque, and I see things I like immediatly. What is wrong with me!?!? It's like a disassociation. I want to hate myself, I want to feel disgusted, I want to look at those pictures and hit my breaking point. But I can't. I wonder why that is? Do other fat people see what I see. Is it just a coping mechanism because the truth is more then I can handle?
Can't think anymore. I think I will print out one of those pictures and keep it with me, look at it often and try to see how I feel about it then.




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