Blech I feel awful :(((( on June 1, 2008 4:26 am
WARNING: Don't read this if you get grossed out easily.
First off: I'm planning on breast implants!!! Yep: I decided to take the plunge, no pun intended. I saw the Plastic Surgeon (Dr. Ott-Young) and I LOVED her. She had me go for a Mammo and Ultrasound first...and to my dismay, they found something. It's called a "Complicated Cyst". Now I have to see a Breast Surgeon Specialist before the Plastic Surgeon will do the implants. I am extremely nervous; 3 times before I was lucky and had benign tumors....how many times can I have good luck? I'm worried sick....and also disappointed about the delay. But mainly I'm worried as hell. In my head I keep saying that 3 times is a charm; this is the 4th and my luck will be gone. It's making me a nervous wreck. I'm seeing the surgeon on June 4th...this coming Wednesday.
Then...I have had "the runs" for about 5 days now. Endless runs. It's not even solid....it's like water pouring from me. Sort of like peeing my butt.
No matter what I eat or drink....it exits. My weight is at an all-time low (135.5) ...and I've been eating high-caloric foods. I've been popping Immodium daily.
I'm going to see my PCP on Thursday but I am very worried. I went from someone who could never 'go' without medication to someone who uses a whole role of Scott tissue per day!!
I know that I am very, very fat-sensitive (since my surgery I have been and that's never changed) but now I'm "running" from anything and everything. I don't feel too terrific in general either, probably due to dehydration. I'm thinking part of it is nerves due to the breast issue. Nerves always affect my stomach, and this 4th scare has me worried to no end.
I'll update after I see the breast surgeon on Weds, and my PCP on Thursday.
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