Allot going on

May 26, 2015

Our May 23rd wedding day has come and gone, with no wedding that day. We have post pone it until next year, Feb 13th, a year after our first wedding. This is when we will have the big one. I was sad to say on May 23rd when this day passed, for we did so much planning to have it on this day. But husband doesn't have a job, Mother and I can't afford him and cost of a cheap wedding, so has to wait until he is working, God willing he will be working before Feb of next year, he doesn't have to long to get employed. Well any ways, onto something positive,  June 25 I have an appointment with surgeon to find out if he, and insurance are on board for the revision I now know I need after seeing the upper GI. I have no lower stoma, so all food and liquids are going right through my pouch into my intestines, and so am able to eat more and am ALWAYS hungry, so reason for weight gain, and don't think it is to healthy to have my food bypass my pouch completely. But am not a doctor so can't say, just am praying my medicare and medicaid will pay for this. I need to get back down to my goal weight of 160 to 150, not this 200-210lbs. Not making me a happy girl to be weighting this much. It is starting to take a tole on my joints. Am not telling husband or mother yet, they don't need to worry any more about the pain I already deal with, don't need to add to it to them. So am praying for this to happen and soon, then afterwards I am going to take computer/secretary training for 2 wks then 13 weeks, the first 2 starts June 1st, then the 13 wks start after I find out if I get surgery or not.

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