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I finally got on my birthday present that I got 4 years ago... yup I got out that bike that's been sitting out in the garage. My husband bought me a bike for my birthday 4 years ago and I took it as get your butt out there and exercise. So it just sat there unused.. I just felt like the tires looked flat when I rode it and I was embarssed that someone would see me and how the seat was hidden by my rear end... ( I know I think the wierdest things) I just finally took it out and went out on a bike ride with baby in the seat on the back.. I think that extra 40 lbs of weight on that bike made me work a little harder and my legs were killing me by the time I finished going around the neighborhood.. and I felt great! I think maybe sometime I will go down to the park and ride there for a couple of hours, theres a trail and I wouldn't have to worry about getting hit by a car.. LOL I feel really happy I fit into my shorts that I bought a couple of years ago and I didnt have to suck it in to get them to fit.. WHoo Hooo.. I put on a pair of pants I bought last year that were tight when I first bought them and they were falling off of me.. I don't feel like like I've lost weight but my clothes are fitting looser and looser and I'm really happy about that.. I've got 45 lbs to go til I get my tattoo.. WHoo Hoo I guess I better get saving my money.. my next goal.....

I'm pretty excited because I'm down 30 lbs since my surgery.. I've talked to other people that have had it done and some are right where I am and others have lost more. I'm going back to work on the 1st of July and I have mixed feelings about that.. I think I really like having my days to myself and not having to use my brain.. lol and then again I like having my own paycheck.. I guess I like my money a little more. I went to get my 'post op blood work done today and they stabbed me 4 times and had to get blood through the top of my hand.. ouch!! I think it's because I only had like 4oz of milk this am and was in need of fluids.. I go back to the doctors next week that should be fun.. I really hate the drive there but it's always fun and interesting to see the people there and hear their stories.. call me nosey but I just find it interesting to hear how other people have done since their surgery and when they're getting ready for it. I figured out some of the foods I really CAN'T eat.. def NO Sweets for me:(  and no eggs.. makes me quite ill.. I guess the tradition of getting my pizza freete at the villa at the fair is a NO NO.. it stinks that I can't even cheat.. I think I can handle it though.. well the good news is that I've got 50 more lbs to go and I've reached one of my goals.. then I'm getting a tattoo :)  I've already got one picked out that I want.. Enough of me blabbing for now......