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WELL IT IS HERE. I WAS A NERVOUS WRECK ON 7/23. I WANTED TO WRITE BUT NERVES WERE A MESS BUT HERE WE GO FROM THE BEGINNING. I CALLED THE SURGERY CENTER AND AT 4PM AFTER POOPING ALL DAY WITH THAT CRAZY BOWL PREP' I LEFT THE HOUSE GOT A NEW CELL PHONE AND DID ALL OF THE THINGS THAT I WONT BE ABLE TO DO AFTER SURGERY.  THE SURGERY CENTER TOLD ME TO BE THERE AT 6AM. I DONT DO EARLY MORNINGS BUT I GUESS I WOULD BE THERE.HOSPITALS LOVE TO START EARLY . MOM WOKE ME UP MUCH TO EARLY SHOWERED AND PREPARED MY ITEMS. IT WAS RAINING OH SO HARD. MOM AND I GOT TO THE HOSPITAL AND THE PROCESS OF PREPARING ME FOR SURGERY WENT SO FAST... BEFOREI KNEW IT MY BLOOD WAS DRAWN, PREGNANACY TEST DONE AND THE A TALK WITH THE ANISTESIOLOGIST DR, MARSH YOU ARE THE BEST. IT WAS LIKE HAVING YOUR DAD PUT YOU TO SLEEP. HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS NOT GOING TO ALLOW ME TO WAKE UP IN PAIN AND THAT WAS A BIG WORRY. HE TOLD ME THAT HE WOULD NOT LEAVE ME HE WOULD STAY RIGHT WITH ME. HE HELD MY HAND AND TOLD ME HE WANTED TO PUT THE IV IN. THIS IS WHERE IT REALLY GETS FAST LIKE A ROLLER COSTER. HE PUT THE IV IN THEN GAVE ME A SHOT OF SOME STUFF AND I WAS DRUNK. COULD NOT COMPREHEND. HE TOLD HE HE WAS TAKING ME TO SURGERY. HE ASKED ME TO MOVE OVER TO ANOTHER TABLE I FELT A LITTLE LOW TO THE GROUND. COULD HAVE BEEN THE MEDS. HE THEN TOLD ME TO BREATH IN A MASK 5 TIMES AND HE WOULD SEE ME LATER. WELL TIME ONE NOTHING TIME TWO NOTHING TIME THREE. MY EYES CLOSED AND I SAW ALL RED. (IT WAS THE BLOOD OF JESUS COVERING ME I KNOW IT LIKE REASSURANCE) I REALLY CANT TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED AFTER THAT BECAUSE I DONT REMEMBER. I WAS TOLD THAT I WAS DONE BY 1:15PM AND IN RECOVERY TILL 4. I WAS WHELED UPSTAIRS TO REST AND CARE.

WELL TOMMOROW STARTS MY LIQUID DIET. IF I COULD STAY ON SOME DIET I WOULD NOT BE IN THE STATE THAT I AM IN. MY CYBER FRIEND ERIN IS HOME AND ON THE LOSERS BENCH GO ERIN!!! WELL HOPE ALL OF THIS LIQUID STUFF GOES DOWN ALRIGHT. I HAVE A WEEEEEEEEEEEEAK STOMACH LORD HELP ME ., THIS IS YOUR  JOURNEY I AM JUST ALONG FOR THE RIDE. LATELY I HAVE HAD SUCH ANXIETY ABOUT THIS SURGERY SO IF THERE IS ANYONE WHO IS OUT THERE AND KNOWS HOW I AM FEELING I NEED SOME HELP.WELL I AM GOING TO BREATH IN THIS MACHINE THEY  GAVE ME TILL LATER
CHRISTY

JUNE 25TH AT 7AM IS MY PRE OP TESTING. FIRST OF ALL I DONT DO EARLY BUT GOT TO GET UP EARLY AND GO . I AM TAKING MY MOTHER SHE IS LIKE A SURGERY QUEEN. I GET NERVOUS JUST GOING TO THE HOSPITAL BUT GUESS THIS IS WHAT I NEED TO MAKE ME BETTER. CANT WAIT!!!!!!