I had my first fill and I have 5CC in my 10CC realize band. Can I get a Hell Yeah! I am super excited because i thought that they would only give me .5cc and was really worried. But they didn't and i am feeling great. i have some restriction, I am on liquids so who can tell, but it is awesome. Key is I am not hungry every second. BTW I so lost 5.5 lbs last week. Crazy crazy crazy. working out is paying off. Yeah. i heart my band.

So I was at a support group meeting yesterday and had a aha moment. I weigh the least out of anyone who has gotten banded in the support group, so while the girls are pulling awesome numbers (43 lbs in 2 months) i have lost about 24 lbs, 12 per-op and 12 post op. Anyway the thing that i realized was i am such a numbers person. I know my clothes are fitting better, i am following the rules, and exercising and my clothes fit better, but still I want the number to translate on the scale! This is something I am going to have to work. I am really good and only weight myself once a week,, but darn it the number needs to freakin move faster than 0 - 0.5 lbs a week. Whatever though, i need to not be such a numbers girl and just do what i am doing. as long as I follow the rules i should be fine.

On another note i started couch to 5K last week and it is great. I am going to totally disregard common sense and do it two days in a row. i have to go out of town and it was too late on last night. Excuses excuses, i just need to get to the gym!