Well, I have made it this far.  Right now I am at the heaviest I have ever been and I feel disgusting.  I have run the gamut as far as weight loss programs, diet pills, starvation,etc...  Nothing seems to be long lasting and I am so tired of feeling like this.

I have been overweight since I was about 10 years old, in high school I was the "fat chick" and got mooed at in the hallways.  I am ready to become healthy and fabulous.

I have 3 children from 2 seperate marriages that I have sole custody of.  I want to do this for them as much as myself.  To have the energy to be active with them and not be too embarassed by my appearance to attend school functions is something that I am definitely looking forward to.

I am currently in the end stages of testing pre-op and will get a date sometime after the new year.  Keep your fingers crossed for me.

I look at the success stories on here and I am so inspired.

This will happen!!!

Blessings to you all.