New jeans make me happy!

Aug 23, 2010

Well, I never thought that I would be happy to buy a new pair of jeans. 

I always hated shopping before.  I loathed the thought of trying pants on.  I always dressed well, but the time it took to find things to minimize lumps and bumps was exhausting and the effort always left me with a renewed negative body image.

The other day, I shopped out of necessity.  Nothing fits.  All of my pants are too big. Belts can't help the "orphan look" I am now sporting.  I decided to buy one new pair of jeans.  I went to Walmart to see if I could find something not too terribly expensive.  Here is what went down:

I knew that my size 16 and most of my 14 jeans were too big.  Just typing that sentence makes no sense to me, as I was wearing a 24W prior to surgery.  I can't wrap my head around the fact that I am so much smaller.  I knew that the 16's were big...really big.  So, I went to the rack and pulled off a 12.  No W after it, no Old Navy crazy "size-10-that-is-really-a-14", no alternate universe sizing.  The jeans do have a little stretch in them, but most do these days. 

Fitting room- tried on jeans- 12's fit!!!  I will try to get a picture of them on here soon.)

Not fit so snugly that I thought I was being cut in half, but fit so that I could still hook both thumbs in the waistband and feel comfortable.  I considered trying on a real 10- but knew that I wanted the $5 clearance jeans that I could wear without a "sucker-in-er."

Did I ever think that something that used to cause so much frustration and disappointment (jeans shopping) would make me squeal with delight? No.  But I like it!!

Love to you all,
Rebeca
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ONEderland!!!

Aug 12, 2010

Wooooo-hooooo.....I did it! 

I made it to 199.

1-9-9. That's right...it starts with a 1.  As in ONE hundred and ninety-nine pounds. Not a 2...not anymore...not ever again! 86 pounds gone forever!!

I am beside myself with glee.  Granted, some of that lost poundage might be hair I have been losing (ugh).  But maybe not!!

What an amazing sight- to look at the scale and see it start with a 1!!!!

No one could be happier at this moment than I.  I mean it.  I wept with joy.  I wish everyone could feel this way all of the time. 

Love from Onederland,
Rebecca


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