Okay so this past weekend I was at Disneyland. (I LOVE LOVE Disneyland) Anyways,lol. So I was shopping for a shirt that would fit and as most of you know trying to find a top at any specialty place is like impossible if your over a size 13. Well there was a tank top that I was just in love with but it was in no way going to fit me unless I wanted to use it for a head bandana 
Well I was thinking to myself it might fit after the surgery so I should buy it. Well my mother who is totally against this surgery saw me looking at the tank top and said yeah its small but it will fight in a couple months. I was shocked. Then she said later on that she wanted to be apart of everything and that she wanted to go with me to all my appointments and promised not say anything that she would just sit there and listen to what the doctor had to say.  I'm still in disbelief. Did she really mean it or is it just her way of getting what she wants. 

I want her to support me but I don't want her at the pre-op appointment with me because there are something that I have to talk with the doctor with that I don't want her to know. So I'm stuck. I don't know what to do.

So after only waiting 5 days for my insurance to approve me my surgery is scheduled for July 15.