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stop sucking it in

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Buy an outfit at Cliche'

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be able to do childs pose in yoga

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swim between the two islands on the esperanza side without my inhaler

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fit into an unaltered belly dance costume

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Renxr7's Blog
Renxr7's Blog


Been a long time gone 9/7/07
on September 7, 2007 1:23 pm
Well I haven't updated in a while but mostly because Ihave nothing to report. It seems like  I am struggleing with the smae 4 or 5 lbs and I am not losing at all. I missed my appt in august and my next fill appt is on the 20th of sept. I had a really rough month and a half or so. So much randon acts of violence. I was attacked while on an exercise walk the day after the fourth of July and then multiple car break ins and then my house and then my dogs were practically poisoned and then my car was spray painted I kind of felt like a karmic whipping post, so as usual under greater pressure I ate and had been pretty stagnate. I am feeling like I am on the up swing, but I am not sure , things can go black in a jiffy. For the last couple of weeks I have been eating better anyway and I am not so afraid to leave the house but I haven't been excersing like I should. I know. I am looking forward to my classes starting and I think that will help things move along soon Tap dancing and belly dancing will start along with yoga and I am thinking of taking a fitness center class wich is more like a lab once you are trained on the machines you can work out  when you want. Also it has been sooo hot it has been hard to want to leave the house to walk in the humidity. I do feel like I am getting smaller even if the scale isn't moving I am down to a 14 16 in my clothes and I was about a 20 a few months ago. I am hoping that my next fill will bring the numbers down too. I am physically looking very toned. I kinda started dating this artist and he didn't seem to mind the extra bagagge. Anyway that has also been a source of renewed confidence, even though I don't really think that our relationship will evolve into anything spectacular. I am just saying I do like spending time with him and we have fun and of course have the good stuff but I am not smitten out of my mind, which is probably a sign of maturity and that I have been hurt to manny times to jump full on into anything. He has some issues that I am not sure I would want long term involvement with. He isn't even really the physical type I usually fall for, and I think he is having the same thoughts. And not that that is bad I mean I think everyone pictures them selves with a certain type of person, physical or not and like minded is the most important and we seem to be on different pages of the same book. I also seem very tired all the time I just want to go home and sleep, which I usually end up doing and that's not burning any calories. Ah well I am bound to get the hang of this yet, bound get it?
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