update... on February 26, 2009 6:23 pm
I've been hanging out on the non surgical board. I think I've given up on the hopes of surgery, at least for now. I've been following Atkins since the beginning of Nov. 08 and I've lost 48lbs so far, despite some challenging times where I've fallen off the wagon. Everyone's been super supportive, and I know thats part of the reason for my success. I've never had so many friends who were looking out for me and encouraging me on my weightloss journey. It's great. Atkins is really hard for me to follow, but I am a carb addict, and bad carbs go straight to fat in my body. I've recently been diagnoised with PCOS, and have been told that a treatment for that is weightloss, but it makes it difficult to loose weight on any plan except low carb ones. I'm really trying hard to stick to the plan. Spring and summer are coming, and I really want to be healthier so I feel like playing with my daughter more and doing the fun things I used to like to do when the weather's nice. July 21, 2008 I was up to 447lbs...I'm hoping that by this July I'll be down to 347lbs, a hundred lbs gone. That would be so nice. I only have 35lbs to go to reach that goal, and 5 months to get there, so as long as I stay on my plan I think I can do it!
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continuing the introduction....ran out of room! :-) on November 3, 2008 9:32 pm
I've tried almost every diet I can find, but either I give in to temptation and quit or I don't give it enough time and quit. I am a quitter, but the one thing I can't quit is overeating. Now I've reached the point where it's really effecting my daily life. I need a seat belt extender, I have my daughter help me put on my socks, my feet and legs are swollen most days and I have severe arthritis in both knees. My back hurts from three previous injuries and the weight I lug around. This past summer when I took trips to the zoo and state fair with my sister and daughter, and had to ride on an electric scooter because I wasn't able to walk around all day with them. I'm missing out on my life and, even more heartbreaking for me, my daughters' life.
I've had my thyroid tested with the hope that there was a problem with it, that it was the root of my constant weight gain. It's not. Which means its me. I am addicted to food. I eat because I'm bored. I eat because I'm happy. I eat because that's what I do. I sit and eat. And I need help.
I was trying to get my insurance to pay for gastric bypass surgery, back in 2006 when I had kaiser, but I was fired march 2007 and am currently unemployed. I am going back to college, with the help of DHS and have the Oregon Health Plan. I found out a couple months ago that OHP was allowing clients to have gastric bypass surgery, but only if they had type II diabetes. I never thought I would be tested for diabetes HOPING that I was diabetic, but I found myself praying for the disease. I mean, what's one more co-morbidity?? I already have high blood pressure, sleep apnea, asthma, edema, arthritis, depression/anxiety...you would think that plus my BMI of 71.5 would be enough to qualify me for weight loss surgery. But it turns out that I'm not diabetic, and I'm told my insurance won't cover it, although my PCP and mental health councilor both have encouraged me to fight for it. I'm just not sure how, or what I need to be doing now.
I wish I had a way to just pay for it, or finance it and pay it back. But I am a very poor student right now, with bad credit to boot. I know if I could have the surgery as a tool to help with my weight loss I could be successful. I imagine what my life could be, should be. Then I look in the mirror and see what it is now and I feel very helpless. hopeless. I don't want to wait too long, I want to be able to live my life now.
If anyone knows how to go about appealing a denial, or even how to get my insurance to deny me so I CAN appeal, e-mail me and let me know! All advice and help is very welcome! I'm going to try to keep my page updated, and will be checking in often. :-)
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