I'm an AUntie again! Yay.. Annabelle Irene is here and she is perfect!

I ran my first 10miler!

I am 6.5lbs away from ONEderland and I have not helped myself get there... I've been self sabatoging..and I"m not sure why.



size:
12/14-L

Weight:
206.5

Dating:
Cyndi

5ktime:
35:14

I know I'm one of those people.   I like to get what I want when I want it how I want it and etc so on and so forth.

SO yesterday I went for my run in the freezing cold, rain, and hail and didnt make good time, didnt actually run the whole way. Yikes!!!

I was so bummed.  I didnt care what excuse my body gave me, I didnt care what excuse my mind gave me.  I was just not satisfied.

When will I learn?

Also I look in the mirror and I find things to knit pick at.  My tummy is too flabby, my thighs are too jiggly, my arms are waving longer than my hand. blah blah blah.

Satisfaction was not not guaranteed with this surgery... I have to find it within myself.   I am happy to be down 134lbs and I cant let myself forget it.

ok, so... tonight at the gym  weighted crunches, 30mins cardio, chest press, and leg work.