Here I am back again to give you guys an update on my progress with WLS.  On Monday I finally went to the doctor to get a 2nd Fill.  To my surprise I lost 10pds since the last time I saw my doctor.  She told me I'm doing great and if I was sure I wanted a fill.  I told her that I wanted another small fill because I am leaving for Barbados on Friday and will not be able to run to the doctor in case I'm too tight or something happen.  So she gave me one which hurt a little this time around.  It seems like she used a different type of needle compare to last time.  This time she had to apply a lil more pressure to get a reading.  It felt a little weird but at the end I was ok.  I started bleeding a little but it eventually stop by the end of the day.  I am so ready to go on vacation and have a little fun.  My friend Keno was suppose to go with me but he never bought his ticket so now I'm going alone which is fine with me.  Lately me and him have been having so much problems.  We are not even in a relationship and we fight like we are in one. One minute I'm the star in his world and with a drop of a dime I don't even exsist.  He is so self observe with himself and the other women he is juggling that he can't keep up with nothing these days.  Lately I've been catching him in alot of lies.  He doesn't even realize that I know he is lying to me.  I don't know if he does it not to hurt me but little does he know that it does hurt me.  I just wish he grows up and decide what he wants in his life.  I feel like he keeps me around because deep down he wants to be with me but in reality not ready for me now.  Its like he want to have all his fun right now and when he done come to me.  But the problem with that is I can't wait on him like this.  Especially with the way he has been treating me lately.  Its one thing to date someone and spend lots of time with them but its another when you hardly see or talk to that person and yet they still expect things to be the same.  His problem is that he isn't consistant.  I feel like if he knows that he doesn't have the time or energy to put in with me then he needs to just leave me alone and let my true prince charming sweep me off my feet.  I don't want to get to deep into my personal life but sometimes I just need to vent.  He said he will work on it so I will sit back and see.  I believe in him even though he think I dont.  I will continue to pray for the both of us together or apart.  Well on a brighter note I had to go bra shopping this weekend and I went from a 44DDD back down to a 42D.  I could not believe it.  I have not been that size since college.  Also when I was looking for clothes to pack on my trip I went thru all my old tight summer clothes and they all fit.  Some of them are even too big.  God Bless this lapband.  Well that's all Folks.  I will come back again after my vacation.  Don't worry I will have lots to talk about and lots of pictures of you all to see. Take Care.