- Username: SGRhose1922
- Location: Ypsilanti, MI, USA
- Member Since: 4/26/2007
- BMI: 45.2
- Post Op
- Surgery Type: RNY (04/14/08)
- Surgeon: Kerry Kole, D.O.
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Our Deepest Fear
By Marianne Williamson
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God....And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people the permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
I'm Home...Praise God, I made it!!!! on April 17, 2008 1:23 pm
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Hello OH Family! Praise God, I made it through the surgery and I am home. I actually had surgery on Monday, 4/14 and went home on Tuesday night, 4/15. I am doing better today. Each day it does get a little better. I have had really bad gas pains, but the more I move and walk, the better that gets. Also, the gas-x really helps. The challenge for me has also been getting a good nights sleep. I don't have a recliner, so my flat bed has not been kind to me.
Okay, on surgery day.....we got to the hospital and after I signed in, they pretty much got me back to the pre-op prep area right away. They made me pee in a cup to do a pregnancy test. After that, I changed into the lovely hospital robe and they started the IV. I had a great nurse and she actually made it not so bad. (I'm a needle wimp) After that, my mother and godmom came to wish me well and I started crying out of the blue. I guess it was the nerves starting to get to me. However, when my husband came in, he was able to calm me down, make me laugh, and I felt more at ease. I stayed in the pre-op waiting area about an hour, because they were running a bit behind in the OR and I had to wait my turn. My surgeon, Dr. Kole, was great and he came and talked to me and my hubby. I felt a calmness over myself, and I knew that I'd picked the right surgeon and that I was in good hands. I also had a lot of people praying for me, so I knew that I was covered. Well, I only remember the anesthesiologist telling me that he was giving me something to make me a little relaxed. That is all that I remember. When I woke up, they were wrapping a binder around me and telling me that I did great. The first thing that came to my mind was, thank you Jesus for allowing me to make it through with no complications. I was in some discomfort, but it was bearable. It took them a few minutes to get my medicine pump for me to push hooked up, but once they did that, I just pushed it when I needed it and I slept a lot. I did get some ice chips periodically. My hubby came and kissed me and my mom ang godmom did as well. I was on a regular floor and all was well. They took the cathedar out on Tuesday morning and it was painful getting in and out of the bed to pee. My stomach muscles are very sore...ouchie! However, that is to be expected, so I am trying not to be a crybaby about it. I am getting acquainted with my new pouch. "Pouchie" has already let me know that he only likes teenie, tiny sips at a time. If not, he growls and roars at me. LOL I'm sipping on protein shakes made with water, chicken broth, crystal lite, water, and sugar free popsicles. My mom is a nurse, and it has been such a blessing to have her around. She and my dad are keeping my 3 yr old son for me and she is just my private duty nurse. My hubby works and is a student, but when he gets home, he takes care of me too. It is a blessing to have so much support. I am so blessed through it all. I am sore, my back aches a bit, but you know....I will keep the complaints down to a minimum. God has blessed my dream to become a reality and guess what????? I am officially on the LOSER'S BENCH!!!!!
Thank you to everyone who has prayed for me and wished me well. Heaven was flooded with prayers and well wishes on my behalf and I am grateful.
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SURGERY IS TOMORROW!!!! on April 13, 2008 1:23 pm
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Wow!!! As I sip on my chicken broth and crystal lite, it is hard to believe that my surgery is tomorrow. It is really going to happen to me. I just give God so much glory and I praise Him for all that He has done to make this all possible. I have peace on the inside that only God could give me. I am doing this for my health and well being. I will make it!!!This 3 day liquid diet has not been easy, but I won't complain. So many had to do it much longer than 3 days. There is no turning back. My whole life is about to change. I know that it will be a challenge, but I am up for it. To God be the Glory, for the things He has done!!!!
I will update the board as soon as I am able. Thank everyone for the support, love, and prayers. I'll see you on the loser's bench.
Blessings, Nikki
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10 DAYS UNTIL MY RNY! on April 3, 2008 6:16 am
April 3, 2008
Well, I had my Pre-op appointment yesterday and it was a long day. I met with the entire team, and was poked and tested. All went well and I got cleared for surgery. It is hard to believe that it was 10 days away!!!! What?!? Wow, finally it is my time. I am ready for this. It is a mix of emotions, but I am so happy. I have to go get a pic line put in on Friday, April 11th. I have bad veins in my hands, so they have to do this in advance. As much as I hate needles, at least on surgery day this will already be done and I won't get poked on surgery day. I'm nervous about the pic line, but I will live. I'm just a big wimp when it comes to needles.
Anyway, God is great and good! I have to go on a 3 day liquid diet starting Friday, April 11th up until the day of surgery. I will survive it.
Blessings,
Nikki
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I'VE GOT MY SURGERY DATE!!!! on March 10, 2008 2:08 pm
March 10, 2008
I've got my surgery date!!! It is April 14th! My pre-op testing will be done on April 2nd.
I am so excited and I have so much peace about this decision. God has opened up this door and I am going to walk in it with joy.
I still feel as if I'm dreaming, because I've wanted this for so long. However, this is just the right time and God knows best.
Well, I will update when I go through the pre-op testing.
God is good!
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I'M APPROVED!!!!! on March 7, 2008 12:14 pm
March 7, 2008
I AM APPROVED!!!!!!
My insurance coordinator called me and her first words were "congratulations". I was almost numb and when she told me that I was approved, I had a flood of emotions and didn't know whether to laugh, cry, run, jump, shout, scream, or holler. I'm at work, so I couldn't do all of those without getting put out. 
I just thank God for his blessings. After all of these years of wishing to have the surgery, seeing others get approved and wondering when my time was going to come.
Well, this is my time.
I give God all of the glory and praise. Wow!
I will be hearing from the scheduling coordinator on Monday to set up my pre-op testing and surgery date.
THANK YOU JESUS!
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Greetings! I've been overweight most of my life. After experiencing some devastating things in my childhood, I began to turn to food as my solace. Food became my friend that didn't talk back to me, and the "sneak-eating" began at the age of 9. By the time I was 12 years old and in the 6th grade, I was 212 lbs. Wow! It is hard to believe that after all of these years, I'm still battling the same food issues. I am now 35 years old and 327 pounds. I can't believe I just typed those numbers, but I have to face it in order to begin to heal and get my life back. I'm tired of feeling like I'm 50. I'm tired of being exhausted, my knee hurts, my joints hurt, my back hurts, I don't have the energy to play with my 3 year old son. Shopping isn't even fun anymore, because my lower back aches before I can even get going in the stores. Most of all, I know that I'm not living my life to the fullest due to the weight. It is a barrier for me. It is like having mud in my wings.
I am hopeful and have faith that God has brought me this far for a reason. This is my year to begin again. I accept it and receive it. This will be the year that I am victorious over being super morbidly obese. Let the journey begin.....
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