Yep that's me. Denied, denied, denied. I was trying to not think about getting accepted until I got the actual letter in my hand. Not having a dr, up until last week really, really sucks. I had to go to a walk-in-clinic which did not do me any good at all.  so that was a waste of $100. The new dr that I have said she would support me with the wls, but that we would have to go through the process of dieticians, blah, blah. How many more years of this an I going to have to go through. I've been dieting since I was 9 years old, 9 people. I'll be 32 at the end of the month. Are you f***ing kidding me.
I've put so much of myself into this process. Obsessing day and night. Now I have to hand over another $100 to this new dr but of course when she thinks I'm ready to have the surgery. How much harder is it going to be when I tell her want the the DS and not the RNY. I don't know I'm so mad right now, I'm not making sense to myself so that's all for today.

Sort of. Went to another PCP in my dr;s office and I got a referal to see Dr. Wilson. It'll be a couple days before I get a call back with an office date. The PCP also ordered some blood work to be done, which is good. At least that can be done ahead of time. I go for that on wed.  That's it for now. Although I'm still not sure about the 23rd.