Lord please give me the patient, and help me to believe in your promises for my life, you said ask and it shall be given and in believing I shall receive,so Lord I am asking for this stall to be over soon so I can continue this journey to goal..In Jesus name Amen

I had my first Nut appt since surgery and she wants me to eat 1100-1200 calories,but I dont want to I need to take advantage of not wanting to eat or being hungry as long as I can, and almost everyone who has lost great was doing 600-800 calories so I have removed my ticker because it is a distraction to me and I am going to reset my goals in MFP,I am going to kick up the exercise and get that scale moving again, I have set goals to be able to reach them, but as far as feeling lost its just like I am feeling my way thru this with no direction, so I am getting my head into the game to do what needs to be done..!!!

This is the 1st occasion since surgery and did pretty good, Had a hard time deciding on what restaurant to go to and one of her friends chose the Olive Garden which was a great choice, I had  a bowl of the chicken Gnoocci or something like that and was satisfied only to find out the soup was all you can eat...... so of course I had a 2nd bowl just to still be eating by the time they got their food, I didnt eat the dumplings that were in it so it was just broth with soft chicken in it.. delish! I had also order some stuffed mushrooms but brought it home and gv to DH who had to work and could not go.Yes I did have a sliver of cake it was ok and I didnt need anymore than a taste.

Is getting easier, I am up to 800 calories now but I am feeling guilty. I am burning 500 or more calories per my body bugg, it seems like the days I work out I am hungrier all day not sure if I like that weight loss is not as big anymore I think I will go back to 2 protein shakes a day and a meal, I was so happy to be able to finally eat I might have went over board, not really but I went from losing a pound a day or more to .6 or .4 a day.. ready to get my head back in the game to get to my first goal of 50pds.

Well I am sitting here today wanting me to be 3 months out not 3 weeks...I want to be able to eat regular food just small amounts. I am back on shakes since could not get protein on purees, I did have some Fat free turkey chili yesterday with cheese about 2 oz at 2 settings it was delish! it is to much trouble trying to figure out what to eat. Just whining I guess post op appt with doc yesterday went well he said I was doing above average with my loss..I dont have to go back until my birthday in Oct.