Well it has been 5 years 4 months since my surgery, my lowest weight was 168, Jeans 6/8 I could not believe  i had lost that much weight, but here I am 5 years later, and have gained 63 lbs I ask myself why in the world did I let this happen, I know that I have a food addiction, or I would have not gained weight in the first place, now I have to lose it, so on Monday March 4,2013 I went of solid food, and taking only meal replacements and Protein drink , it must be doing something, I have lost 4 lbs. now I have 59 lbs to go, I am going to do this if it kills me, Yesterday was a bad day for me, course it could be because I had the boys to take care of . and they do get on my last nerve, but they are only 2 and 6, and were stuck in the house because of the snow storm we had yesterday. Now today I do not have kids, and doing just fine. I will make this. I just need to keep my demons at bay, I do love food, mostly carbs. and sweets, after this week is over, there will not be any of them for me again. I have to lose this weight before summer,

A hard time, I have gained weight, I can eat sugar, which is my down fall, I had the rny so that I could not eat sugar not to eat it, that sucks, I have gained 28 lbs from my lowest, I need to get this under control and soon, I work a lot of hours, so for a fast and easy dinner we eat out or fast food, I am eating too much junk at work, now that I am doing more office work so I am sitting more then when I first started, I am taking on line classes for my associate degree  in health care, we did get a pool up and doing some movement in it but not too much help if I am eating too much,