Tripped up before I even got to walking good. Started back at work but now I have no job to go to, I am struggling with how to fit in what meals I swear these milk drinks are making me sick now, I can't help but feel a little sick when I drink water like even to take my meds. I have the desire to work out but getting there is another story. so far I guess I can say I average like once a week?
That  is totally not making the most of my $78 membership. Had drinks a few times, not taking my multi-vitamin I think now I should be taking my vitamin D? I am going to sign up for that health tracker so I can see how much good I am doing. I have lost weight of course, but nothing very noticeable lately though just alot of squish.

Well, my surgery is scheduled 5/27/11
 I should be excited but there is also sadness...what is all this about taking longer to loose weight cause I am "smaller" I know I have to do my part eating well being active, but I am having SURGERY this is major I expect major results! I put out a post I hope I ge a reply soon.

ARGH! I don't know what is going on but my clothes are NOT fitting me the same and this is not a cool thing, I am not sure that I am getting bigger, but the proportion of my body is getting worse, like I had a shape, but now thngs are all just doing there own thing! Yesterday on of my very liked tops which usually is more flattering, made me look like I am pregnant! I know some may say I am just being self concious but this was really serious I was praying no one asked me!! And of course by the end of the day my clothes really don't fit as nice as when I left that morning, my nice camisol waws no longer covering my breasts, the part of my stomach I could get in my pants no longer wanted to be resticted and they were serious! Not that I am trying to wear clothes that are tight or something but every time I look up it really seems like my size is creeping up,,,,so I could take into consideration PERHAPS it is cause my visitor is coming soon, but I don't think I can accept that.

Missed my first appopintment for weight loss evaluation so have gotten nowhere as far as that goes, have a reschedule this Tuesday.