Hi all, Ok i went to see the cardiologist and i thought he was gonna check me then but he just talked to me and then he told me to schedule an appointment for a stress test and a ekg so this throws me back some but i am not gonna let that discourage me. I am so so so ready to get an approval letter and get a date and get this show on a roll... well till next time ..as always Luv and Blessing every1..

Hi all, ok i went to meet the surgeon and everything went fine he ask a lot of questions and he put in all the testing that needs to be done i have completed my Chest X-Ray and all my Blood Work now all i have to do is go for my Psyc Eval 4/29/08 ,My Cardiologist appt 4/23/08, My upper Gi 5/6/08 and my Educational seminar 5/1/08. Tonite i am going to my first support group meeting this is also required. so hope fully i will be able to get a date after i meet with the surgeon to go over my test results so maybe i will be joining the LOSERs sooner than i thought i am prayiny for the last week in may or first week in june. Pray for me OH family.

Now for my Venting my marriage of 6yrs is on the rocks, it has been for a while but i guess i kept tellin myself it was just a faze but i know now that it isnt. We have been together since high school so we have been together for a total of 10 yrs and if a person does'nt make any changes in ten yrs they never will and if he does its to late i refuse to keep lettin some one mistreat me he has been caught in so many lies so many times but what just happen over this weekend has topped the charts for me. I kept beating my self up for letting my self go from trophy wife to huge cow but i now know that if it was really love then it wouldnt matter how much weight i gained because i am still the same on the inside.. Anywho i am at peace with this sure i have my days where i cry my heart out but thoses days are getting alot shorter. I know what i have to do now to be happy and it will be done .. Hope i dont gain to much weight hopefully it will be a smooth divorce . Oh well its better now than 10 more years of hoping and still getting nowhere and being miserable. Well thanks for listening Oh Family and as always Luv and Blessing.

Hello All, well i still have no news i am so anxious to get started i keep calling and trying to see if the doctor has any appts available but i keep getting tha busy signal. I try not to get on here so much cuz it makes me a bit depressed but dont get me wrong i am very happy for everyone i am just so ready to join you all on the losers bench so keep a spot warm for me hopfully i will join you all soon..As always Luv and Blessings to you all.

Hello all, today i went to the seminar and it was nice, i got to meet the surgeon and he is so wonderful. I met a few people on the same path as i am and they were really nice. The surgeon (dr Sandborn) and his nurse (Sandy were so friendly and they answered all my questions before i even had a chance to ask them which was great, as of now i have to wait until they call me for my consult with Dr Sandborn and if he say's i am good to go for the surgery then i will be doing my labs and psyc eval and have a date hopfully by May or June.. I and praying everything goes smooth and if GOD see's fit , I know it will. Well until next time  Luv and Blessings to all........