It's been a long time since my surgery. At first everything seemed so easy and smooth that I thought for sure I was gonna be a steady 225 for the rest of my life. After a couple stalls in the spring of 2010, I was on to smooth sailing and by sept 2010, I was down 70lbs and was under 300 for the first time in year. However, I had knee surgery and I've been on a downward spiral ever since. I've gained back 40 lbs and I don't know what to do anymore. If there is anybody that can help me, please I'm begging. I feel like I am going do die and I am slowly killing myself and I can't seem to stop.