susiecme

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Well I'm two days post op. Trying to figure out how to get all my food in and all my water in AND all my medicines in. I've been having problems laying down to sleep at night . I know it's probably just a panic attack kind of thing. But sometimes when I lay down I feel like I can't get up and I can't breath.

Started on my diet today for the two weeks leading up to my surgery. I was supposed to have attended a support group prior to the surgery but my mom ended up in the ICU at Carilion Roanoke Memorial Hospital. That kinda put the skids to that. I have to wait now to go. I wanted to prior so I could maybe have some friends that have gone through this but...... I do have one that has and hopefully I'll meet more. This diet is going to be difficult. I know I can do it but.......There are so many temptations. Oh and they're ones I wouldn't even give a crap about if I wasn't being denied them........Go figure.....LOL. I just keep praying for my momma to get better and for God to give me the strength to do what I need to do.