Well I have two more pounds to go and I will have lost exactly 100 pounds!!! I am so happy about this achievement. I think its time for me to make other changes in my life as well. My boyfriend of three years is really starting to bother me. He is always so negative, and still makes his little comments to humiliate me. Though I knew in the beginning that he was a very unhealthy piece in my life, I dont think I was ready to make such a drastic change until now. I know he has to be cheating and messing around, seems how he hasnt even kissed me in three months and we have only been intimate once since my surgery in September. Sometimes I just lay in bed and wish that he would atleast give me one compliment, but instead when he gets mad at me because I question him about his whereabouts (when he comes in at 4 in the morning) he makes rude comments such as "I sure hope you dont think you look good you fat %^& b*%&ch" This morning was the final straw. I tried to be nice and hold his hand and he got mad and turned and rolled over. I knew then that there was time for a drastic change. There is no way I can be successful as long as I have this man constantly bringing me down and putting me down. For the love of God, I am an educated, independent beautiful woman and I know I deserve better.