Ok I had my four month post-op yesterday and i was a complete wreck because i hadn't weighed myself in awhile so I was nervous about "that number". In my mind I knew I lost weight it was just a matter of how much. So after waiting 1hr and a half for my appointment with my surgeon I finally get lead to the back to hop on the scale. And low and behold it said 239!!!!!!!!!! OH MY FREAKIN GOSH. I couldnt believe it. I was absolutly estatic and I couldnt keep the smile off my face. My surgeon was very pleased with my progress and told me to keep up the good work. I have to go see him in two months, which will be my 6 month post-op. I just have so much to be thankful for that I cant even begin to thank God enough for all that He's done for me. The way things are going I should be at my goal in no time!

This past week I've slacked on the gym but i plan on going back full force starting monday. I think i deserve this little break but I dont plan on breaking for much longer. i have to get on the ball so that in two months I would be 200lbs. (fingers crossed!)