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 I havent written in ages! I really miss this site but luckily ive been busy. School is stressful, nothing new, and I'm finally looking for work! : ) 

My bosy has changed so much for the good and somedays i feel the worse. My bum bum is completelt gone. no Fat what so ever. In other societies and cultures, this isn't an issue,but a voctory. Not for the folks in 'my world'. I hate using that term because it is one world, but the way we see it makes it seem like we live on different planets. Any who, like i sated my booty department has gone bankrupt, and somedays i really don't care, honestly. But then i feel like I am not what I shouls look like. How is it that I should 'look' a certain way? We all can't be kim k, but I honestly love a shapely body. My breast being smaller doesnt bother me but i cant get over this cultural obsession with the booty. 

I start to wonder whether or not surgey i thata rea is a possibility, but then i feel like, what is the (no pun intended) big deal?! 

any thoughts? 

 he beautiful people i finally got my stuff together and posted a video on you tube and i hope you guys enjoy and subscribe! 

follow the link!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5o51lFMkh0U

long time no blog! i have been mighty neglectful. But i promise i have a good reason. I have finally returned back to school and am elated to say things are going quite well. Minus one class, but theres always summer school. I fit in my desk, i walk without loosing my breath, i am not sweating like a dog, i am just happy to be kinda normal! everyone tells me how much im changing *physically* and some times i see it, other times i dont see the big deal. it wasnt until i looked back at my "before" photos when i was like wow, i was BIG. lol its crazy how your brain can play tricks on you. i still dont maintain my yt channel, i wish i was more consistant but its just a lot of wor, much respect to thise who do them on a weekly basis. so far i have lost over 85 pounds, and i weigh 215 pounds. life is god, and im close to my 100 and something goal.

 finally!!!!!!!!! go check it out, more to come folks! 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ng_gkw7cukc