Heartbreak & weight loss

Oct 04, 2014

I'm brokenhearted and disappointed in the last 2-3 days, and I just can't eat. I lost like 10 pounds already, down to 110 pounds - 49.89kg - a 18.9 BMI. Anything under 108 pounds would be Underweight, which is less than 18.5, while Normal weight btw 18.5–24.9. This is a little scary place for me to be, I always feared getting there.

I feel like I now fight against getting too thin. I am just not that hungry usually. When I am, in the 3 main meals, I can't eat much... so that's why I struggle with keeping weight on now. Oh my, who would say.

Life is just so different post surgery. I think I'd eat more in the past when brokenhearted. I have no appetite and just want to vanish right now.

edit: one more day and 2 pounds lost. I am at 108 pounds and 48.9 kg, underweight territory. oh my. I can hardly eat now because of the heartbreak, but also before it was hard as well. I feel like I have to force myself to eat as I have no appetite really. I wish I was a little fatter than this. 55kg would be good. Ah. life can be so sarcastic with us sometimes.

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