I've been kinda down lately.  I'm happy with the weight loss I've had so far...-44 pounds!  But, prior to my surgery I was relatively healthy besides being overweight & I rarely got sick & I would bounce back quickly if I did get sick.  I've thrown up more in the past 2 months than I have in the past 5 years.  I'm constantly attempting to hack-up a lung with this pneumonia and I get winded easily.  I was looking forward (believe it or not) to starting an excercise routine, but I can barely grocery shop!  I just want to feel "normal" again...if you can relate to that!