I am not sure why this is the first time I have posted anything on here,  I guess I just wanted to make sure it was actually going to happen before I poured my heart out on here,
Well it is going to finally happen,.  The date will be March 14/08.  I have never wanted anything more in my whole life.  
I can't remember if there was ever a time I was not heavy.  Although not this heavy that is for sure.  I have always be very self conscious and I am hoping that that is all going to change this year,
I have been married to the same wonderful man for almost 18 years now,  although we have been together since I was 17 and I will be 40 next year.  
We have 2 beautiful children.  We have a daughter who is 16 and our son is 14.  Our life is definitely busy.
I have never taken time just for me and I guess I am feeling a little selfish by doing this but it is my time.!