ObesityHelp

so hello everyone its been a while since i logged on here and im doing wonderful!  i now weigh 260 as of today =] im only 6 pounds from losing 100 pounds =] i go to the gym every week =] i havnt been this happy in for ever =]

well im doing good i posted new pics i lost 75 pounds all together maybe more by now! i havnt weighed my self in a month lol ummm im doing great tho very active if u have any ???? hit me up =]

why am i so disappointed that im not seeing my weight come off yet like im gettiing mad and sad and my scale is off the wall it keeps goign up and down and i know there is no way im gaining weight i walk and eat the right things every day! like wtf! and on top of that i have to call the doctor becuz i mean my insicion is lookikng great healed and stuff but there is one little hole n its almost the size of a end of a Q tip and im worried is that normal or not cuz the stuff still comes out but not a lot no more i just use a bandaid to cover it now but is that normal?


i mean did any one feel this way befor? ya know with the worried possibilty of feeling like ur not loseing any more and i walk every day and do what im supposd to but im not seeing results like in the beginning, im at the stage where i can eat low fat cottage cheese and low fat cheese and lunch meat ham and turkey with is 98% fat free and no suger and cream of chicken soups and stuff like i AM  allowed to have all that and i just dont feel like im getting full quik enough any more ughhh this is stressing me out like something terrible i take like a spoon full of cottage cheese like every hour i just need to get out i think i keep eatting again when im bored i need to preoccupie my time i guess plz some one calm me down and tell me they might have went thru this!!!

I went to see the surgeon and of course he had an emergency surgery so i waited and the nurse Dawn who ismy favorite from dr. slotmans office took me and took out my staples and it didnt hurt at all! and now im patched up so all together i have lost 27 pounds in 2 in a half weeks monday will be 3 weeks and i now weigh 323 witch is a big diff considering i was 354!  its tough work but i walk once or twice a day and have beendoing it for 4 days cuz i now started feeling better and energized! for some reason! and i dont feel lazy! anyways so i had to let every one know how my first doc visite was after surgery and i see him in 3 weeks =] hopefully ill lose more =] and hopefully ill be able to see it like every one else that im losing =] leave love girls =] i love comments =]  any ?'s just ask =]