Sleeping Beauty

Username: ToPhat4Fat
Location: Lutherville, MD, USA
Member Since: 11/16/2006
BMI: 42.4
Hoping to have surgery

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ToPhat4Fat's Blog

Co-morbities Blues......
on April 9, 2007 1:50 pm

I am so glad that in appx. 3 days, i will be maxin n laxin in FLORIDA fun in the sun. However, once again this surgery thing has managed to get me down. I am listening to everyones story and things and it sounds like they had such a hard road to surgery. There's always someone who got denied. Everywhere you turn around. Am i next?? I mean why should I have to have co-morbities out the wazzoo in order for an insurance company to even consider me. Why wait until the crack headn is almost dead until you get him help. I'll tell you why I want the surgery. I want it because i want to be HEALTHY. Not because i am on my death bed with co-morbities. Its just not right i tell ya not right. But i wont let that damper my mood. VIVA LOS FLORIDA!!!

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Happy Easter Everyone!!!!
on April 8, 2007 7:22 am

!!!!!!!!HAPPY EASTER TO EVERYONE WHO VISITS MY PAGE!!!!!!!!!

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FUn In ThE sUN!!!!!!!!!!!
on April 7, 2007 5:24 pm

Ok so like, im doing ok. This weight gain is killin me though. Who gives a shit though, in apprx. 5 days i will be havin fun in the sun in florida. YEAH WHOOP WHOOP. I am so excited. I love to go to different places. I can be myself because no one knows me there. And who gives a flyin F*** if they pass judgement. I wont be seeing those ppl another day in my natural life. Any way I am just so excited. I think a trip is what I really need to take my mind off all the stresses of everyday life.. Oh and my outfits that I am taking .....OH MY GOSHHHHHH i am going to look outrageous OOOKKKAAAYYYY!!!! WHHOOOOOO i am soo exicted. And my consultation with the surgeon is JUNE 4th. I no its kind of a long time but at least I have it. I feel so good about the outcome of this whole thing. Everytime I ask God about it, I always am just overcome with this crazy sense of joy. I start smiling and i get really excited and happy. I hope that is God's way of telling me that this is really going to happen and that I will finally be able to live my life the way I want to. I am just really excited about everthing. GODDD BLLLEEESSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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STUPID!!! !#@%$$!$!^$@*%@$$#!#
on March 20, 2007 9:15 am

Ok, so I got the sleep test done. Im not sure if it will really show that I have anything because, I DIDNT SLEEP. How the heck are you supposed to sleep with all those apparatices on you. That is insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Out of the whole night I probably got an total of 40 min sleep. I hope that is enuff for them to see what they have to see. Boy that was some experience. And on top of that, I saw that the hospital called me back, Im not sure in regards to what but they called me back, however, I cant retrieve the stupid messages from off the phone because my stupid boyfriend who set up the stupid service, forgot the stupid code to check the stupid messages. UUUGGGGGHHHH I hate his STUPID ASS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UUUUUGGHGHHHHH!!!!!!!!

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UGGHHHH ANGRY ME!!!
on March 16, 2007 6:58 pm

FLUBBER BUSTERS I AM SO ANGRY. So I had to cancel the sleep test in which I was so happy about because it is doing some sort of weird icy snow rain thing outside and Im not driving in that. I would actually like to live long enough to get the surgery. I just wish this whol process could be expedited .........................ugghhh. I rescheduled for Sunday so we'll see..............uugggghhhh!!!!!!

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My Story

Ok, Soooo Hello everyone, I don’t think my story is all that you unique, but I do think it is worth following, so here goes........ So I am a newly turned 21 (**yeaahhh now I can move on with my life**) year old who has been plagued with this weight burden my whole life. I was born in New Haven CT and now I reside in the wonderful (**dripping with sarcasm**) city of Baltimore MD. I really don’t like it in Baltimore, but since this is the city where I have met the love of my life and since we have decided to move together, it looks like I will be here for a while, So for now I’ll shush up and take it. Uhh more about me, Im SUPERLY artistically inclined, you name the type of art, I DO IT. Art is the only medium I have in this chaotic world or perfection. It my out. My Sanctuary. In a nutshell im a charismatic person, fun loving, down-to-earth, (not to forget sarcastic) who loves life and hopes to find happiness in all aspects of it.......bringing me to the weight issue.......................yeah my favorite........

So about this weight thing, first off, to vent, I think it is the doctors fault, I mean seriously how motivating are the catch phrases, SEVERELY and MORBIDLY obese??? Honestly, they would be better off just handing me my death certificate at the time of diagnosis. GEEZZ!!

So yeah, I’ve been a fatty all my life, its had its ups and downs, surprisingly more downs than ups but that’s is sort of what brought me here. Nooo wait....actually what brought me here is the doctors appt. that confirmed that I have put on 26 lbs. Making me a whopping **271** Needless to say I almost crapped my pants when she told me that because I have been tell ppl I was 199 for the longest. Now I have to up that number to 231 isn’t that pitiful. But I have that body that you cant even tell when I have gained weight honestly, I had NOOOO clue that I had even put on a pound, I mean yes I wondered why my pants weren

’t gliding on as usually but I had no idea 26 lbs was the reason.

So thus here I am.........I've opted for the surgery... for cosmetic and health reasons...I mean.. I would love to be happy with my self and be healthy in myself... it’s a big step, but I feel the warmth on here and I think I will be just fine!!