Hello :) I have been away for a while..i had gained weight...but im ok... i think when i lost alot of weight before it was depression weight...but i had got down reaaaaaaaaaaly small...i liked it...but i think now i am at the weight my body will let me be at after surgery...however..i knowwwwwwwwww i can get back down to that 156....i am at the end of 160 early 170's.. so i want to get to 160 , 159 again.....

I let  my boyfriend of 2 years go...onm y bday weekend.... i kept feeln empty...and said nomore.... i have a new beau...he is soo kind to me.... never married...no kids.... yep..there ARE some still out there like that.... my surprise... :) and a country boy :) but has a CEO mentality (and job) :)

im soo happy.....

so....anywhooo....i will post new pics of me today

THANK U ANNA>..lil bank robber...for checking in on me and making sure I check in :)

Katrina

hi...im back
i have been really busy w/ my doctoral proposal and tryin to buy a house..and stress at work and family...
i have put on the pounds...i havent taken pics in a while...

my midsection is thick
im at 172 :(

what shall a gal do :(

treen

not sure if i changed it cuz i wasnt going to be at my goal...or if i really needed to change it....i think it was a bit of both :)

anywhooo the new date i believe is oct 29....if i want to have lost 100 pounds by then....i will need to lose 20 pounds.... not sure if i can do that....
i would like to at least lose 15....
lets see...today is the 14th... so i have 5 1/2 weeks....

is it possible?????

WHAT I AM NERVOUS ABOUT IS MY FAT PERCENTAGE... i am going to get in trouble by that...they are gonna whooop me... :(

waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh....

i am gaining inches i can tell....
especially in my mid section.....
i have been wearing a water weight belt...u know..those velcro ones from the exercise dept of walmart.... i had one preop but it barely fit around me.... this one has alot of extra velcro....it gets sweaty too..... :)

so i guess i need to be uppping my water intake if its helping me sweat out water.....
ok..enough babbling....

any words ???
kat

ok..my calendar on my phone dinged and said it was my surgaversary... i had it go by every 4 weeks equaling a month.... so... i guess today represents 12 months... I had surgery september 7 2007....

I am sooo sad that i have gained the pounds that would have put me at losing 80% of my weight by 12 months... I was at 158...but over the past month or so...ive been gettin comfortable and am now at 166ish... :(


I CAN SOOO TELL WHERE ITS GOING TOO... my tummy is gettin innertubish again, thick and flabby... and i have lost the contour I had in my waist.... im GAINING in my midsection again :(

I go to see the doc for my 1 year sept 19....Is it possible to get those 8 pounds off by then?

I have been grazing... drinkin sweet teas (mcdonalds....shame on them! and  me! :( )....and actually not eating much protein.....

what can i do..(besides doin what Im supposed to..i know that! :O ) ) to get those 8 pounds off in 18 days?

katrina

ok..weight is still stalled...probably cuz i am smaaaaaaaashin food and killin suckers and snickers :(...i know..... but goin thru some stuff...ii see that i am truly an emotional eater.....

my cravings are pumpkin seeds, and carmel apple suckers.... i graze on em .... oh..and tradewinds sweet tea or mcdonalds sweet tea....

my doctors appt is 1 month from yesterday..... I had gained about 8 pounds these past couple weeks...but i believe half of them are coming off...i can tell the weight is coming back on in my face and in my midsection....

i mUST...... get these pounds off....i dont wanna feel like a loser...well... a loser in the worst way loser...when i get on that scale and it says 168 or somthin like that....i wanna get on the scale and it be in the 150's...and IM GONNA DO IT..... IT MUST BE NO MORE THAN 157....

SO I GATTA UP MY PROTEIN and get in water......and alll that good stuff again......
treena