I have been overweight since birth weighing 10 lbs 3 oz...I remember from childhood being either the tallest or biggest child in class. I remember being in the 3rd grade and sharing clothes with my sister who was a high school senior (size 10). I wore a size 20 to my 8th grade graduation. Now that's just an idea how it all started...Fast forward....2003 I became serious about losing wt, then at an all time high of 265 lbs......I did Atkin's (after trying numerous other diets) and lost 65 lbs, then a size 14/16. I felt great at 200 lbs and you couldn't tell me I didn't look good.  To make a long story short I soon became pregnat with my first child gained 40 lbs......lost 20 lbs......had a 2nd child 22months later....up to 295 lbs--- had that child 21 months ago ...and today I weigh 295 lbs!!!  I have been considering wls for years but wanted to try it on my own, have kids,.....and then....
On December 10, 2007 I had my first consult with Dr James Harris and attended a support group meeting.  I now have completed all paperwork, psych eval, nutrition counseling and waiting for 2nd appt on 2/5 before info will be submitted to insurance.  I'm leaning more towards the lap band because I'm afraid of not having control over how much I lose.  I know that might sound crazy but as I said before I was pleased at 200 lbs and looked very good.  At that time, I had people telling me I shouldn't lose any more because I was starting to look sick.  I have a very large frame and people think that I weigh at least 50 lbs lighter than I do....yes I'm THICK!!  
 I'm hoping to gain support from this site plus meet others who have had wls particularly lap banding.....I have decided regardless of the method I choose I'm on the journey to find that more beautiful woman within....