Ok here is my first blog. I am down to 156 now and very happy about that. I am starting to have little melt downs though. Yesterday I went to get ready for work and nothing would fit. I just started wearing size 14 in Jan and now they hang on me. I don't have an unending supply of clothes. I can't afford to keep buying new stuff for only a few weeks or months.
I was just sobbing. We settled on a plan to go to the thrift store and by some size 12's and 10's.
It is depressing to find something I like to wear only to have it not fit a few months later. I know this sounds silly. I should be glad I am losing but I find keeping myself in clothes is becoming more and more of a chore. I an't wait to settle at a size so I can go out and buy a set of clothes that I will have for a while.
I also had a melt down when I came home and went to fix dinner. There was no dressing for the salad and no crackers for the soup. Yet it seemed a waste to run to the store to by these things when dinner would only be six bites any way.
My hubby is a sweety and he ran out and got what I wanted. I don't think he understands, he just does what he can to make it better.