ObesityHelp

I really should post more.  Holy it ihas been nearly 7 months since I had surgery.  I have lost 111 lbs to date.  Yipee for me!!
I fit in a size 22 jeans I can fit a large top but xl feels better.  I hate my "bat wings" I hate that I can't get warm but other then that Things are GREAT!! I fit into one seat on the bus YIPEE!! I have better clothes to choose from UH HU!! Odd thing Is thta people who didn't give a damn before now will double back to talk to us.  Sad and odd all the same time.  I am nice cuz I feel I must represent God the best way I can but I know that if these were people they would of given a damn before surgery not waiting till we looked so good.  I now go to the gym not as much as I would like.  Being a mom takes priority and sometimes life makes it hard to go.  My husband gets to go lots more.  Speaking of husbands life is much better between my husband and I these days.  I have to say intamacy is far better now that I am skinnier.  Yep I will talk about anything.  If you want to know anything just ask I will tell you. 

I am still waiting but this time I am waiting for a opening as soon as there is an open surgery date and I come up on the list I am good to go.  YAH. 
I can't wait.  I am working on dieting not going as good as I should. 

Heard Great news today I found out today that the clinic I am going to is FINALLY COE approved.  They are waiting for the certificate to come in the Mail as we speak.  THANK GOD>  Anyway they are NOW going through to see who has been waiting the longest because they are going first. 
I am not sure who is still a head of me.  I know for sure there was one guy many who were a head of me have gone on to have it in the cities.  So I am hoping that list a head of me is rather short.  I know that one guy who is before me has been waiting a year and half longer.  Then My hubby and I.  I just can't wait for this to all be over. 
To hear such great news sent me into tears.  It is like I am waiting to recieve an organ.  I have been waiting my whole life for it.  To know in a week I give it three tops I will have a date as to when I am getting my organ.  Is more over welming then I can put into words.  I am so happy.  Thank God. 
I have gained some 32 pounds in my year and half wait to finally be done and in antisipation that I will Ever so soon get a call I am starting my liquid diet now.  I also have to get moving.  It is hard to start this process yet again because the several times I did it ended up in sadness and heartbreak hopefully this will be the last time. 

Good news I am insurance approved but if my clinic does not get it's COE (center of excellence) by October it will mean NOTHING.  So pray that it comes in.. As soon as it gets here I am good to go.  Yah.  
For those who are wondering where I have been I am on Youtube.  I have found an awsome communty of people who offer me tons right now as I am waiting.  If you want to see... Go to youtube and type in RNY blog, or just type in tru2deheart you will find my smiling face...

Man I have been so bad.  I have eaten things I shouldn't have.  LIKE: Mcdonalds, Gyros with onion rings, and donuts  Now I have gained  9 pounds.   I know that is horible.  I can't believe I did that either so today I am trying to do better.  I am trying.