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Im gonna be a LOSER
on June 19, 2008 9:28 pm
Im going to be a Loser, wow, it has new meaning for me , I thought for sometime now that i was going to be perpetually fat the rest of my life, and really had not much to look foward to, but im looking back and just hate that i gave up up on myself when others did not, even though i feel like a fatty and not attractive at all , my kids and husband still treat me as though i was the most beautiful person in the world. 

I want to live, feel the warmth of the sun , smell puppy breath, listen to the silence you encounter after it snows, ,watching my husband dance with his daughters in their wedding, hear the laughter of my kids, and the joys life has yet to share, God has a purpose for me, Im thankful for the love he brought into my life, and for the friends i've met in my journeys and the one's yet to meet .


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Howdy all. Im from Texas but live in Virginia, glad to finally be here and really want to be a Loser, Im tired of being Cuddly, Jiggly, and Jolly.

In truth Ive been hiding behind my fat  sad, and alone and even though i weigh 270  lbs invisible  but putting up a front that  I'm doing okay, well, I want the veil off,  the amour is off and want to walk without my thighs rubbing and gasping for breath, I want to hold my head up high instead of ducking from photos, i want to be a Queen, I want to be albe to go malling with my kids and try on clothes and look in mirrors, and not feel like a cow when i go to resturants especially buffets I look like im grazing I want my kids not to be embarrased to have a "fat" mom,  I want to be able to see them graduate, marry and maybe one day hold my grandkids. I've put off too long hiding my belly and butt under loose clothing, making sure i sit in the back so i dont hear rude comments, not going on amusentment park rides for fear of being told I'm too fat.. I am also a survivor of domestic violence which i know now is partly the cause of so much sadness and reasons why I gave up on myself and put my needs last.
 Ive always been a giver ,caretaker, always making sure that my family is taken care of , but somehow in the journey I Forgot about  ME, well its MY time now. 

I welcome all folks to chat or share any insight on what to expect and will cheeer ya'll on. Take care and God Bless.