No, I'm not gonna have it.  It's been a week since I've blogged and I weighed 196.  I havnt weighed all week, TOM was here, been indulging a bit too much and I still havnt gotten fully back with the workin out so I decided to weigh myself tonight, after I ate and the scales said 203 YIKES!!!!!! I'm currently not in Onderland and I don't like it one bit! So Vicki if you want to continue wearing your size 12 jeans and if you want to continue progressing in this battle you need to adhere to a better standard of eating and excercising and the water, vitamins etc.etc.  SO GET YOUR A$$ IN GEAR!! 
Ok now that I've reamed myself out I feel much better.  Seriously I have got to watch it better, just a few days of not watching it have led me back to the 200's. So my plan of action is to get back on track, cut out the snacking on junk, and most importantly get back to the level I was excercising at.  I'm planning on a cruise in May and I want to at least look decent in my tankini.  The boys want me to wear a cutesy, teeny bikini and I told them Mommy doesnt wear bathing suits like that and they asked why???? I replied Mommy has too much stuff to wear something like that. Gotta luv those little boys.... The battle against the fat demons never ends, never ends...... I think I'm fine as far as fill goes, I'm just overdoing the junk.  We'll see in the next 2 weeks what happens.