Well guys i am happy to say that I am finally out of the 300's.YEAH!  But I feel awefull, this battle with nausea continues.  I went to see the surgeon yeasterday and my labs were good and he gave me a thumbs up, but i gave him a thumbs down for the way I am feeling.  Eating considerably less than what i was eating last week.  But I guess that's good.  Hoping I am not developing a stricture.  I really am trying to push myself to continue to exercise through all this drama.  Some days i just go home with the kids and just relax.  Then i feel guilty that i didn't go to the health club afterwards.  What ah world!

Hi guys sorry I haven't posted in a while.  Been so busy with writting papers and all for school.  Just feeling really stressed out and frustrated lately about everything.  Emotions, mood swings and everything has really been a big issue with me lately.  Also battling with nausea and not really wanting to eat or drink those protein drinks anymore,  I should have bought the non flavored protein powder mix.  I'll have to do that this week.  I have gone to the doctor for my month check up he states everything is fine and that I am looking good.  I wanted to say I have always looked good, and sexy as well, but I didn't.  I have been exercising at the health club, aqua aerobics, treadmill and biking.  Sometimes I feel so lazy now that the weather is starting to get colder.  I hate winter time because i  feel like the cold air goes straight to my bones and I'm not even skinny yet.But anyway I need to fight really hard to overcome this battle that is going on within myself.  Well as far as food goes I just could not help it last week I drank a Mc Donald's sweet tea, it's my favorite I dranked it very slowly not knowing what was going to happen to me ( crazy right)? I made sure it was not a work day.   but surprisingly I was OK.   I sipped on it the entire day and was very satisfied.  Sometimes I do crazy things just to test my limits,not often though.  Well it's time for me to sign off, hope everyone is well till the next time.

Well I am back to work.  Feeling ok still not sleeping during the night, can't find a good position.  Still having some problems with this Left lower back pain when I breath, not sure what that is all about.  Told my doctor and bariatric nurse about it prior to discharge. No one seems to care.  I really hate my surgeon he has this non caring type of attitude.  I never chose him I was referred to him by my insurance carrier. I am tired of being sick and tired.  I feel so out of it with the way things are going. I really believe that I am stressed from my job situation, mentally being so absorbed with pain issue that has improved but I still experience this weird feeling in my left upper abdomen area.  When you eat is their suppose to be some tightness there?  I really want to feel 100% the way I was before this surgery.  I guess I am asking for too much too soon after surgery.  Today I ate some processed turkey from the deli, I was starving like a dog.  This phase of full liquid is not doing me any good.  So far I am ok I don't feel sick, I chewed it very well and felt like I really had a meal.  I hope I continue to eat like a bird.