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It's 5 AM on a saturday... I am running out of pain meds and do not have a pill crusher- so I thought I would start to wean myself off of them- but woke up in pain. :(

Overall I am doing great. I had one incision that looked angry... Went to the doctor yesterday and they said it's all normal- gave me some cream and sent me on the way. I have a weird rash on my lower right tummy... but no one seems alarmed...

I underestimated how much the surgery would kick my butt. I am frequently tired and have had a lot of emotional ups and downs that haven't been fun. 

I am excited that it's done- I had this countdown to surgery... 10 days, 7 days, 3 days... and now the rest of my life is before me--coountdown unknown... I just don't want to mess it up. :)  

warning: blog written on pain meds- and I just got tired- so back to sleep!