my next spectra meeting is June 18th.  Today on the other hand is my B-day... woot woot, I am finally 20.  I have a blog if you all wanna see more updates.  www.xanga.com/arieslynn11 

yep as the title suggests i am a vegitarian now... its not really that hard at all, i don't miss meat, although i do eat fish ... i am so much healthier

yeah i am extremely tired. when i try to go to sleep i can't and when i don't try i get so tired i can't keep my head up... I am getting depressed.  Its really lonely being down here all by myself...I need to start school and make some new friends...

In April, everything begins. On the 16th I go in for my first spectra meeting, so that means I start the 6mo diet and excercise.  So that means by October I will have everything completed and just need a date... yay  I tried to go to the meeting on the 2nd but it was full so i have to wait until the 16th.

well i went to the doctor yesterday and he is definatly my new pcp. I loved him. he was so nice and funny and i weighed in at 279 so i think i was just holding some water b/c its that special time of the month.  Yay... but i am too big to even have a period any more so i really had no clue until my hormones went through the roof ... ect.