Aug 07, 2018
Last night I had my first softball game. I am playing on a co-ed team every Monday and Wednesday night.
I seriously cannot believe I am playing softball. This is so out of my comfort zone and I would never been able to physically keep up 6 months ago.
I ran out to my position, I ran in after the inning. Even though I struck out every time at bat... I was feeling good about being able to do something new and not being afraid or embarrased.
My hubby took pictures and I still find that I criticize how I look. I still feel like I don't look that good. It is such a mind game. I know I have made great improvements but I got down on myself after looking at the pictures.
I still have more weight to lose and I hope my mind will get better.
I like having the new exercise to include in my life.